Between Womb and Worm


The book of Job is about a righteous and an innocent man, who lives through an absolute nightmare. Every disaster that can happen to a man is falls upon Job. In quick succession he loses his wealth, his family, and his status within his community.

To compound his misery his ‘friends’ then tell him that all this is happening because he has been evil and God is punishing him.

Job cannot and will not believe this. He knows that he is not perfect, but he also knows that he is not a monster to be punished in such a way.

He believes, like his friends, that God does enact justice on each human being, but he knows that this process is neither mechanical nor sufficiently formulaic to be predictable. God remains a mystery to humankind, and His ways of working will always remain outside human comprehension.

Yet Job expresses his faith that ultimately, there will be justice for all.

In spite of all he is living through he still believes that ultimately the wicked will be punished for their wickedness and the righteous rewarded for their good conduct.

When he thinks about the wicked Job expresses their fate in the following startling words;

As heat and drought snatch away the melted snow, so the grave snatches away those who have sinned.

The womb forgets them, the worm feasts on them;

the wicked are no longer remembered but are broken like a tree.[1]

Human life is described, somewhat shockingly, as a journey between womb and worm.

For those who choose to live an evil life, their wickedness erases their own existence; makes it nothing, like water vapour under the hot sun, their lives disappear with no trace left behind.

Their wickedness erases their own existence

The unexpressed contrast is with those who choose to live life well – to live lives characterised by goodness, kindness, love and compassion, and holiness before God.

Their good lives are affirmed by each act of goodness, made more real, underscored, and concretised.

Each positive action – no matter how small – affirms and makes more real their existence. Something Jesus Himself expressed when he said;

And if anyone gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones who is my disciple, truly I tell you, that person will certainly not lose their reward.’[2]

As you have to be alive in order to receive a reward, this verse hints at the continued existence after death of those who have chosen to live well and do well.

So as we each make our journey between womb and worm we are presented with the opportunity to either affirm, to make more real, to validate, and to concretise our existence by acts of goodness;

or we can gradually erase our own existence by acts of wickedness.

Choose this day…


[1] Job 24 :19-20 NIVUK

[2] Matthew 10 :42 NIVUK


Benefiting from faith I don’t have


I’ve been reading the Bible for about 40 years now.

I’ve been studying it professionally for about 20 of those.

Yet I’m still discovering new aspects and different dimensions to this incredible book on an almost daily basis.

One new insight that occurred to me recently was in the account of the paralysed man brought to Jesus by four friends.

In particular it was Jesus’ response to the four men that struck me.

A few days later, when Jesus again entered Capernaum, the people heard that he had come home. They gathered in such large numbers that there was no room left, not even outside the door, and he preached the word to them. Some men came, bringing to him a paralyzed man, carried by four of them. Since they could not get him to Jesus because of the crowd, they made an opening in the roof above Jesus by digging through it and then lowered the mat the man was lying on. When Jesus saw their faith, he said to the paralyzed man, “Son, your sins are forgiven.” (Mark 2:1-5 NIV)

This is a real “Blokes’” story.

There is a certain gung-ho, never-say-die, can-do attitude expressed by these men. They were going to bring their friend to Jesus, no matter what.

When polite coughing and “excuse me’s” failed to get them access to the room in which Jesus was teaching, they tried elbowing their way in. When that failed they just came up with a plan B – tear a hole in the roof – real bloke-y genius!

The idea of politely waiting outside, just standing in line until Jesus had finished, never even occurred to them! They were men of action, impatient and somewhat reckless and no one dared stop them – they were on a mission!

Yet, the thing that most struck me in this story, something I had never noticed before was in the following verse.

When Jesus saw THEIR faith, he said to the paralyzed man, “Son, YOUR sins are forgiven.”

The faith that brings help and healing to this poor, suffering, paralysed man is not his own but his friends’.

It is their faith, on his behalf, that releases Jesus’ healing power into the man’s situation.

The implications of this, for the Christian life and for Christian mission are massive.

By our prayers we can stand before God on behalf of those who cannot, will not or do not know how to pray for themselves. In some mysterious way, we can by our faith, make up for the lack of faith in our friends.

We see several miracles in the life of Jesus that seem to fall into this category. When Jesus responds to someone’s faith by healing a third party – the Centurion and his servant (Matthew 8:5-13), Jairus and his daughter (Mark 5:21-43), even the resurrections of Lazarus and the Widow of Nain’s son must also fall into this category for a dead person obviously cannot have faith for himself!

It struck me that this reality about faith also has significant implications for the communal dimension of Christian discipleship.

For all of us will go through times, periods, situations when our own faith fails. At these times we can be carried along and supported by the faith of our Christian brothers and sisters.

When we are struggling – when we are being tempted to the limit of our strength, in danger of falling – the faith of our families and friends can uphold us, sustain us and keep us on track.

We see this ministry of vicarious faith exemplified in the life of Job;

His sons used to hold feasts in their homes on their birthdays, and they would invite their three sisters to eat and drink with them. When a period of feasting had run its course, Job would make arrangements for them to be purified. Early in the morning he would sacrifice a burnt offering for each of them, thinking, “Perhaps my children have sinned and cursed God in their hearts.” This was Job’s regular custom. (Job 1:4-5 NIV)

It seemed that Job worried that in the full swing of ‘rich kids, having fun’, things might get out of hand. His children’s standards of behaviour and conversation might slip and some mistakes might be made. So Job ‘stands in the gap’ for his kids, he asks God to forgive them any sins and restore them to Himself.

As I thought about this subject I was powerfully struck by the strong implications it has to nullify any spiritual pride in my life.

For none of us, looking back over our lives, can know for certain that our safe passage through times of struggle and temptation was the result of our own faith in God, or merely God’s gracious response to the faith of those around us, friends who prayed for us, confessed for us, stood in the gap before God for us.

We may well discover in the life to come, that many of those times when we proudly thought we had won a great victory, we were merely, like the paralysed man in the story, being carried along by our friends.

The Absence of God


But if I go east, he is not there; If I go west, I do not find him.
When he is at work in the north, I do not see him;
When he turns to the south, I catch no glimpse of him.
But he knows the way that I take;
When he has tested me, I shall come forth as gold.
(Job 23:8-10 NIV)

Job describes here an experience of the absence of God. Such experiences have been common to followers of God down through the ages.

St John of the Cross wrote about such times in his 16th century work “The Ascent of Mount Carmel”. In this he talked about an experience which he called “the dark night of the soul”.

Job describes his experience in the verses above as

an inability to encounter God

an inability to perceive the activity of God.

In such times all encouragement to continue in our walk of faith is withdrawn.

Worship brings no emotional feelings of joy and excitement.

We are not aware of God working in us, or through us, or around us in any way.

In these times we are faced with a stark choice – will we continue to love, worship and serve God anyway?

In other words, are we only interested in a relationship with God when it brings us benefit, or are we at that place of maturity where we are willing to love and serve God solely because it is our highest privilege and created destiny?

Job managed to get to this point.

His faith is expressed in the latter half of the verse above and also in the stark statement,

“Though he slay me, yet will I hope in him.” (Job 13:15a NIV)

Job’s relationship with God survived the test and was strengthened, matured and deepened because of the experience.

Maybe you are going such a testing time?

May God give you the faith, courage, grace and determination to reach the other side.

May you proclaim with Job, in faith,

“… he knows the way that I take; When he has tested me I shall come forth as gold”.